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Lawyers and scientists have it so easy...

Journal Entry: Sat May 10, 2008, 7:19 AM


I joined the tegaki-e club. :D I think it's the only club I'm a member of. (Well, active member anyway..) I think I joined the MLP club like, two years ago... haw haw.

Anyhow.. So, yeah, my retarded internet service providers are.... retarded. Because we just moved and had our service changed over to the new apartment and they said "it didn't work for some reason" and so my internet has been out for like, three days. I can only use the internet here at work.. Blargh.

Anyhow, I'm not working on ANYTHING right now, because I'm a pathetic loser who has done nothing with her life and is destined for nothing.

Also, I was having LotRo withdrawals, since I haven't been able to play it in about 4 days... Now I don't think I'm having them anymore... I just feel guilty for not making better art, or art that's more important.. Something gallery-worthy. I feel like if I don't make something gallery-worthy, I'm a fail. I'm a sham. I'm not a real artist, I just pretend to be one. I'm struggling with this, and I have been for a while now. I feel like a total SACK. *sigh*

I don't feel inspired to do anything but draw comic book-esque crap on tegaki all day. It's really fun, and I love it, but I feel like I'm neglecting my real work or something. I feel like I'm just playing games to pass the time, all the while I should be working on things that will actually make me some money. or... just something I can at least be proud of...

Geez, I wish all I had to do was study and go to school for 8 years and then just rake in the dough by signing prescriptions all day. Instead, I have to sit here and feel like I'm not good enough to excel in my desired profession, because in art, its all about how much of your life to want to devote to it. That's what determines how good you are. How willing you are to immerse yourself in it, and just lose yourself and everything else you ever feel like doing. Anyway, that's how I feel about it...

Augh... Someone kick me real hard in the face, please.

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  • Mood: Excited

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Raccoon City
  • Interests: Shooting ganados.
  • Favourite band or musician: Dragonforce, Muse, Beck, Phoenix, Justice, Audioslave, Daft Punk, Keane, Peter Gabriel, Saxman...
  • Favourite genre of music: 80s?
  • Favourite artist: Claus Oldenburg, Sol Lewitt.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Thomas Hardy.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Powdered Toast Man
  • Personal Quote: "My favorite cartoon character is Powdered Toast Man."

Devious Comments

*firstfruits:iconfirstfruits: 2 days 21 hours ago
HEY TANKS FOR DAT 8D

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Okay, you got me.. I'll throw in a Tully Täärgus, as well.
*Caraya:iconCaraya: 3 days 22 hours ago
OMG, thank you for the re-watch, I feel mega honored :happycry:

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Let's improvise!
*LuckyBlackCatXIII:iconLuckyBlackCatXIII: 6 days 21 hours ago
You're welcome!

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Everything you have asked I have done. You asked for the child to be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time, I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you!...Isn't that generous?
*firstfruits:iconfirstfruits: May 5, 2008, 11:51:53 AM
*adds back!* ;D

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Okay, you got me.. I'll throw in a Tully Täärgus, as well.
*Caraya:iconCaraya: May 5, 2008, 10:04:15 AM
Hey you!
I found you through Tegaki E (I'm Schokukki there) and I have to say it once again:
I'm in love with your style! ;_;
*adds to watchlist

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Let's improvise!
~Laiaa:iconLaiaa: May 3, 2008, 4:21:25 PM
i saw some of your art in tegaki
rlly niceeee
watch :DDD




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*firstfruits:iconfirstfruits: May 2, 2008, 11:12:55 AM
Thank you!

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Okay, you got me.. I'll throw in a Tully Täärgus, as well.
*firstfruits:iconfirstfruits: May 2, 2008, 11:11:06 AM
Thank you, too! 8D

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Okay, you got me.. I'll throw in a Tully Täärgus, as well.
*LuckyBlackCatXIII:iconLuckyBlackCatXIII: May 1, 2008, 11:56:41 AM
Thank you for the watch! :dance:

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Everything you have asked I have done. You asked for the child to be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time, I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you!...Isn't that generous?
*firstfruits:iconfirstfruits: Apr 28, 2008, 8:11:47 AM
Thanks! 8) Yours is quite awesome.

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Okay, you got me.. I'll throw in a Tully Täärgus, as well.
*Garkudion:iconGarkudion: Apr 28, 2008, 6:05:03 AM
I likes your style :3

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I'm currently open for commissions!

If you care to order, check my gallery for reasonable prices and samples ( [link] ) :3.
~MyFriendsCallMeMikan:iconMyFriendsCallMeMikan: Apr 23, 2008, 10:49:54 PM
saw you on tegaki, love your stylllllllllle.
*firstfruits:iconfirstfruits: Apr 20, 2008, 12:53:08 AM
Oh, ya know, I usually sign on in the morning, when I'm at work. That also happen to be when I do most of my tegaki-ing. 8( I never see you on then, either. lol

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Okay, you got me.. I'll throw in a Tully Täärgus, as well.
~myopic:iconmyopic: Apr 19, 2008, 10:04:45 PM Mood: Love
Hey! What times are you on AIM btw? I haven't seen you on but I think that's because I'm on at dead times of the day...lemme know xD

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Carpe diem!
~FinalFantasyGoddess:iconFinalFantasyGoddess: Apr 9, 2008, 1:01:02 PM
gasp! you found me.
my DA is so embarrassing D= lol which is why i didn't link to it on tegaki. oh well....
I just so happen to love you & everything you do @_@ *fangirl* so i'll survive.
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~Aristeidis:iconAristeidis: Apr 6, 2008, 5:03:33 AM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the add! Truly appreciated!
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