I joined the tegaki-e club. I think it's the only club I'm a member of. (Well, active member anyway..) I think I joined the MLP club like, two years ago... haw haw.

Anyhow.. So, yeah, my retarded internet service providers are.... retarded. Because we just moved and had our service changed over to the new apartment and they said "it didn't work for some reason" and so my internet has been out for like, three days. I can only use the internet here at work.. Blargh.

Anyhow, I'm not working on ANYTHING right now, because I'm a pathetic loser who has done nothing with her life and is destined for nothing.

Also, I was having LotRo withdrawals, since I haven't been able to play it in about 4 days... Now I don't think I'm having them anymore... I just feel guilty for not making better art, or art that's more important.. Something gallery-worthy. I feel like if I don't make something gallery-worthy, I'm a fail. I'm a sham. I'm not a real artist, I just pretend to be one. I'm struggling with this, and I have been for a while now. I feel like a total SACK. *sigh*

I don't feel inspired to do anything but draw comic book-esque crap on tegaki all day. It's really fun, and I love it, but I feel like I'm neglecting my real work or something. I feel like I'm just playing games to pass the time, all the while I should be working on things that will actually make me some money. or... just something I can at least be proud of...

Geez, I wish all I had to do was study and go to school for 8 years and then just rake in the dough by signing prescriptions all day. Instead, I have to sit here and feel like I'm not good enough to excel in my desired profession, because in art, its all about how much of your life to want to devote to it. That's what determines how good you are. How willing you are to immerse yourself in it, and just lose yourself and everything else you ever feel like doing. Anyway, that's how I feel about it...

Augh... Someone kick me real hard in the face, please.

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